my life always sucks...

Hai hai...haiz...hmm.....i still learning how 2 fully using the blog for now..

haiz...yesterday valentine day, walau weh..i also don't know how to explain bout this.. i am having a big family problem..

it can't be helped...and i have try my best to stop this kind of thins to happen to me.,.although i looks happy when i am outside...i have try my best to hide all the sadness in my heart...it's very tough for me....always need to pretend like nothing happens everyday in front of my friends...haiz...i don't know how to express it out..

for today, once again i went to the church for youth...it was fun and i like it..

same like always..after the work ship, there was a guy there teach me how to play the bass and it was so enjoyable and great...but all the people also laugh at me when i played it...^.^

then, we also having a birthday celebration for an uncle at the church there...but i also don't care much about it la...i just wan to eat the cake then is enough for me d...haha..

at night that time, i was just alone at home and cook for myself..chatting with others in msn and fa mou at home only..lol...

many things happened to me....i very confused, sad and mood less...hope that everything will be fine later...i prayed to god...hope that god will give me a right direction to walked through all the difficulties i faced in my life..

so i think thats all for my blog today...good night....

so i just simply post a picture for my blog today so it won't be tat dead..^.^